hate U love U -SJ lyric translation

I want to hate you
But seeing you so happy next to another person
Is exhausting, now
Not knowing anything
The day I had to send you off
Something that should’ve been done a long time ago
Having no feelings about it
I tried to erase you
But it wasn’t something I could have
Please stay by my side
Nothing has changed, I’m by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It’s hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little
Doesn’t erase and remains
I want to hate you
But your back form of having forgotten me
I’m tired of protecting you too, now
Day by day,
I didn’t like living so weakly
I try to change the way I am right now
But I can’t
I tried to erase you
But it wasn’t something I could have
Please stay by my side
Nothing has changed, I’m by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It’s hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little
I tried to let you go without regret
Trusting I’d be able to stand it,
But the love that’s still left
Just gets deeper
This weary loneliness
Cannot bear it day to day anymore
Slowly you become despicable
Nothing has changed, I’m by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It’s hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little